Beautiful Blue

Beautiful Blue
So deep and true
You are my every thought
Shrouded by your every aspect
Stretching as far as the mind can see
To the future? but which paths to follow
May our hearts and minds lead us just

What comes next…?

Have you had struggles in your life, hurdles in the race of that you just stumble over constantly?

Letting go is never easy
sometimes our mind is willing but our heart says no...

Sometimes there are things you regret, things you would like to take back,
things you would like to change if you could.
but we all have to live with the residue of our choices, and the consequence of our actions.

Others may be concerned for you, but let them know that you are the luckiest person alive to be able to move forward.

Some people never get to touch their dreams,
never get to know what that feels like.
Never find that thing they love, or get to do it for a living.
So is that a tragedy to have that taken away from you?
No, the tragedy would be to lay awake at night wondering 'what if?'

For those who have believed in you once, will believe in you again.
So for now, say goodbye to this chapter of you life, and look forward to what comes next.

What Life Brings

I mentioned to a friend that I was lonely. They then said that no one should be lonely Russell, especially not you. That is where I said "I know, but we don't always choose what happens in our life. We just have to take what is served up to us, some of it will be good but other times it will be shit. "

Life can be shit sometimes, but its also what you make out of life that counts. I am probably the biggest culprit for bottling up issues and emotions, I would have a dark cellar over filled with aging bottles of my life by now.

I have never really had people that I feel that I could burden my life upon, not for will of trying, but more because I don't feel I should lay them down to people. I am the person my friends come to when they have troublesome issues and I feel it in me to take their burdens away from them.

There are some of us who love to help others and give those who are in need of emotional relief. We just need to be sure they are taken care of, before we start having our bottles attended to. And if they are anything like me, it will take a little while, a lot of trust and one kick arse bottle opener.


If you have a friend who is always out there helping others with issues, take some time on them to make sure they are actually ok.
Sometime we want to talk to :)

its your life...

The longer you wait for the future

The shorter it will be...

The world in turns

The people you don't even notice, often knows your worth.

















And some people you care about make you feel trashed and stupid.

The Silent Rose

The silent rose
Whispers your name
It echoes through out the land
If only the silent rose could speak
Would it tell me of a love wanting to be deep
Oh how my heart would truly be
When this rose blossoms with light
It radiates you in the dismal night

© Russell Clark 2010

Love

love only happens when it is cosmic and when it is ment to be
love only happens when two hearts beat in time
be happy will not you, for your friends rejoice.

when it is indefinite, it burns like a permeating torch to my soul
its not fair that I am ready to release
when all i want from you is peace

Choices

We waste our words and we waste or moments, and we don't take the time to say the things in our hearts when we have the chance.

We all fail, some of us have the fortitude to pick ourselves up and some of us will never have that. Some of us have grace in our hearts and the ability to show compassion, and some of us don't.

Forgiveness does not exist, it is simply what you do, and how you pay for it.

So remember that when you practice what ever evils in you heart, or when you cheat or steal, lust or hate or gossip or covet. What ever it is that you do, or planing to do or have done...
There is no forgiveness there is just what comes next.

There is only pain, guilt and the misery of knowing who you are and what you did.

So don't do it, Just stop before its too late.

Free & New

Lost in an unknown world,

where others don't understand.

Free to be you and no one cares

autonomous as a bird flying by

Float away born free and new,

great energy radiates a bright glow.

Cautious with the delicateness of life

all troubles drift away,

like a troublesome dream away with dawn.

Born free and new life

lights up like a radiant glow.

Sun down on all old whither away

like an elderly leaf on the verge of autumns peril

Absorb like no tomorrow

as there are still new things to come.

Tomorrow is a day to start afresh

everything will fall into place.

© R.J. Clark 2007

keep it vivid

Have you ever had a dream that was so real,
that when you woke up you didn't know what to believe?

What would you do, if what you though was true wasn't,

and what you thought wasn't true was?
Would you retreat into your dreams with the hope of finding a more perfect reality?

Sometimes life is stranger than a dream
and the only way to wake up, is to face what lies you've hidden in your soul.
And you can only hope that in those dark moments of reflection...

that you are not alone.