Saturday, May 28, 2005

I just want you to know who I am

My name is Russell and im a gelatoholic.
I don't think I can go for more than a week with out getting some, all hell breaks loose if I don't get to have the delicious flavours of lemon and some form of berry on my tongue.

I am over being single but looking for that right person isn't easy... You think you find them but then it goes to shit, for the time being I am going to remain single and celibate as usual... Sure I can go and just hook up with people but where is the fun in that... I also hate it how people say 'im looking for some fun' what fun is in it the definition of fun on dictionary.com is:
A source of enjoyment, amusement, or pleasure.
Enjoyment; amusement: have fun at the beach.
Playful, often noisy, activity.


I guess people are right in calling it fun... I think of fun as hanging out with friends and getting gelato. Personally I feel its displeasure, Id much rather share something like that with the person I love, that way it is more intimate and pleasurable. As for love, I believe that so far it has happened once for me, even though it was brief I enjoyed every moment of it, Im also glad that we are able to stay friends. Sure I could have wanted more, but one should just take what life gives you and be grateful.

as some of you may know I love music, I can listen to practically anything, basically I just need to feel the passion that is played behind the music and I will listen to it. I really wish I could play an instrument, and that is one of my goals for this year.

I wish I was more artistic as well... But all I have is crap poetry and photographs that look like they were taken by a 12 year old... Oh well maybe with a decent camera my talent will develop, no pun intended.

Our lives improve only when we take chances -
and the first and most difficult risk we can take
is to be honest with ourselves.
- Walter Anderson

2 comments:

Snowie said...

I told you before

You're poetry isnt crap

I like it, and I'm jealous of it

so there

Liz said...

oh my god russell

snowie?

poetry?

i dont KNOW YOU ANYMORE!